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one.
things you touch turn silent.
hearts can be blacked, burnt, ashy - but you take the ashes and burn, burn, burn them until there's only a memory left, a memory that's all edges and icicles.
you leave me cold, empty and
i don't want to breathe anymore.
two.
'darling, you would do well to remember-
you can't have a light at the end of the tunnel
if you have no tunnel.
darling, you would do well to remember -
you are not empty. you are not empty.
[it's still hurting, after all. it's still hurting
and you don't want to live,
but you're not empty.]
darling, you would do well to remember-
they love you. they love you,
they love you.
even if you're not sure why.'
three.
you wish gravity would hurry up and take you.
maybe then you'd finally crash, instead of falling all the time.
maybe then it'd be over.
maybe.
four.
there is a war in your eyes, a fight for survival, a will to breathe, live, smile again.
you miss the laughter and the light you used to have. you miss making people smile.
you miss opening your mouth to catch raindrops on your tongue, spinning in circles and laughing just because you can, just because you're alive.
you miss being happy.
but there's no light in your eyes anymore, is there?
five.
smile for me.
smile for me, please.
because i can't.
things you touch turn silent.
hearts can be blacked, burnt, ashy - but you take the ashes and burn, burn, burn them until there's only a memory left, a memory that's all edges and icicles.
you leave me cold, empty and
i don't want to breathe anymore.
two.
'darling, you would do well to remember-
you can't have a light at the end of the tunnel
if you have no tunnel.
darling, you would do well to remember -
you are not empty. you are not empty.
[it's still hurting, after all. it's still hurting
and you don't want to live,
but you're not empty.]
darling, you would do well to remember-
they love you. they love you,
they love you.
even if you're not sure why.'
three.
you wish gravity would hurry up and take you.
maybe then you'd finally crash, instead of falling all the time.
maybe then it'd be over.
maybe.
four.
there is a war in your eyes, a fight for survival, a will to breathe, live, smile again.
you miss the laughter and the light you used to have. you miss making people smile.
you miss opening your mouth to catch raindrops on your tongue, spinning in circles and laughing just because you can, just because you're alive.
you miss being happy.
but there's no light in your eyes anymore, is there?
five.
smile for me.
smile for me, please.
because i can't.
Literature
How to Look in the Mirror
1.
i.
Let your mouth be a mouth, dropping open. Let it smile and contort itself.
ii.
The way some people smile makes me believe they are polar bears on melting ice caps and
the rest of them look like a growling monkey, trying to say "I have no weapon," but it is clicking its teeth together instead.
2.
i.
You love her the way she is. If you had her you would never even say "Take your
clothes off". You know she is not beautiful underneath those garments. Her breasts
are drooping. She has a scar on her stomach after having her appendix removed
when she was eight. You would not want to ruin your love for her- begi
Literature
sunday thoughts
you are glowbracelets
and fireflies and oatmeal raisin cookies.
you are thunderstorms
and comic books and afternoons on the bleachers.
you are constellations
and crinkled denim and nights spent on the park bridge.
you are the best thing
i could ever hope for and i love you more than should be allowed.
Literature
maybe, i'm a metaphor.
its like im six years old again wrapping my fingers around someone elses hand. its as if im lost and i dont even care to be found. and its too bright out and the sun is sparking uncomfortably, igniting our bones under the skin. its like im sleeping on the sidewalk and its leaving indents against the side of my face and the backs of hands. but it wont matter in the morning since the world is on fire. and all i am is a held breath that wont put the flames out. or a rain cloud without the silver lining that will pour all this worry away.
its like im sixteen all
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when i look in the mirror, this is what i see.
my writing keeps getting personal.
i honestly wish it wouldn't.
and uh.
i'm sorry. if none of this makes sense to you.
and i'm sorry if you hate this.
but whatever, yeah?
my writing keeps getting personal.
i honestly wish it wouldn't.
and uh.
i'm sorry. if none of this makes sense to you.
and i'm sorry if you hate this.
but whatever, yeah?
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