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dear self:
sometimes, i wonder where happiness goes
when it's lost.
.
dear self:
i have checked
under my bed
for monsters and
there are none.
i have decided
the only kind of monsters
are the ones within
people, including myself.
.
dear self:
i don't dream anymore.
i let the world
take my dreams from me
and throw them in the trash
because they said
'those will never come true'
and i believed them.
don't let them do the same
to yours.
.
dear self:
don't be afraid.
.
dear self:
none of my wishes
have come true yet,
but this does not mean
i should stop hoping
and dreaming and
wishing.
.
dear self:
you can't make
people happy, and you can't
make them smile.
but you can still try.
.
dear self:
i miss going outside
just to stare at the clouds walking
in the sky; tasting the air
and happiness; watching kids
play in the backyard next door
and not being a part of it
and being a part of it
all at once.
.
dear self:
closing your eyes and
locking the doors and
praying this all goes away
will not shut the world out.
it'll only shut you out.
.
dear self:
doubting yourself
will get you no where,
except for that corner in
your room, crying.
.
dear self:
smile.
sometimes, i wonder where happiness goes
when it's lost.
.
dear self:
i have checked
under my bed
for monsters and
there are none.
i have decided
the only kind of monsters
are the ones within
people, including myself.
.
dear self:
i don't dream anymore.
i let the world
take my dreams from me
and throw them in the trash
because they said
'those will never come true'
and i believed them.
don't let them do the same
to yours.
.
dear self:
don't be afraid.
.
dear self:
none of my wishes
have come true yet,
but this does not mean
i should stop hoping
and dreaming and
wishing.
.
dear self:
you can't make
people happy, and you can't
make them smile.
but you can still try.
.
dear self:
i miss going outside
just to stare at the clouds walking
in the sky; tasting the air
and happiness; watching kids
play in the backyard next door
and not being a part of it
and being a part of it
all at once.
.
dear self:
closing your eyes and
locking the doors and
praying this all goes away
will not shut the world out.
it'll only shut you out.
.
dear self:
doubting yourself
will get you no where,
except for that corner in
your room, crying.
.
dear self:
smile.
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compulsive liar.
once i asked you your favourite
colour, and you said, "the brown
of your eyes," so i put in one green
contact and told everyone that i
came out of the womb as a factory
defect, half-priced, damaged goods.
-
sometimes i am from canada and
sometimes i am from england and
sometimes i am from spain.
i've carefully tempered my accents
and plotted out my stories with
yellow and purple coloured pencils
on index cards. my origin changes
like the seasons.
"why do you lie to everyone?" you
ask.
"why not?" i reply.
-
i wear nametags that read "alicia"
and "liana" and "samantha," because
i want to know how it feels to be
someon
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dont write under the influence
Dr. Asclepius called me;
he told me i'm bipolar
(i still say it's luxuria)
My prescription?
Fucking medicine.
Take two pills:
Doctor's Orders
(as if anyone actually
obeys those, anyway)
Take another pill.
One for each time
you looked at me,
then two more if
i had looked back.
i'll take one more for that time you
branded fake
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bird wings.
theres a girl who has irses the colour of running ink. she covers canvasses with blood-red paint and covers note books in everything she wishes she could be. hanging red canvasses on the blue walls in her room sometimes make her feel as though she's burning. when she comes home from school she lays on her bed and she cries, burning from the inside out.
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theres a girl who spends her nights curled in a ball, in the park behind her house. her cheeks are decorated in purple-blue-black bruises and her tights are ripped. i want to hold her to my chest and run my fingers through her sienna hair; hold her hands and kiss her fingers. i want to prot
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i've wanted to write letters to myself for a while now. =]
and then the wonderful =vampire-zombie mentioned the idea in a journal and i decided to finally write it.
and then the wonderful =vampire-zombie mentioned the idea in a journal and i decided to finally write it.
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The first one broke my heart:
"dear self: sometimes, i wonder where happiness goes
when it's lost."
Lovely piece. We could all stand to hear these letter to "ourselves" now and again.
"dear self: sometimes, i wonder where happiness goes
when it's lost."
Lovely piece. We could all stand to hear these letter to "ourselves" now and again.